there is a time at night when you are visiting Lina that you just get so fucking sad!
How can this happen? why? why not some old guy with alcoholproblem or a  junkie or som drugdealer that sells drugs to kids or just a bad person! not young healthy girls with there whole life infront of them!
Its UNFAIR!
Lina is not the only one in the transplantward.. in this week i have seen 2 other young girls walking araound..
it eats me inside.. how can there be i god when these things happends?
a test? test of strenght? this is not the deeds of a god, this is the deeds of a devil!

If i could take here place i would, so she can go home and restart here life, as a yong and healthy girl!

God i hade this!